Teacher character

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want/need/desire to help x develop some self-directive principle, so that I could be praised for how good a 'teacher' I am.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take over my father's teacher character, because I perceived teachers as respectable and good people, who do things for the good of others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want/need/desire to teach people things, when I see/perceive that they don't know something that I do.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want/need/desire to be seen/perceived by others as a 'good teacher', and get praise and recognition from them about it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into a teachery stance, when and as I try to explain something to someone who does not yet have the information that I am conveying.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into the teacher character in order to make myself feel superior to other people, because I've defined/perceived teachers as 'good people'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel superior to others, whenever I see/perceive that I have knowledge that other people don't.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe/perceive that the more knowledge I have, the greater my worth is.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define and validate myself according to the amount of knowledge that I am able to present to others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define/perceive myself as a 'smart person' and feel superior within it, instead of realising that I am creating inequality by doing so, because no being is smarter or stupider, we only have different positions within the system that enables or disables us from having a proper education.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive/define myself as an 'educated person', and within that I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create separation by defining some people as more educated and therefore superior to others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to equate and define education with being succesfull within the system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want/need/desire to have a good education in the system, so that I could be perceived by others as superior and more than people without my level of education.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define/perceive myself as superior to other people, because I perceive that I have a broader general education and knowledge than most people.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel superior to others, because I have some knowledge of biochemistry.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define/perceive natural sciences to be superior to societal studies.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive/define myself as a teacher and wish/want/need/desire to be a teacher, because I perceive/define the teaching calling to be nice and cool.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe/perceive that teachers have great jobs.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define/perceive teachers as respectable people, without realising how I am supporting separation within myself by doing so.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into the teacher character in order to make myself appear as smart, attractive and interesting to other people, and have them validate me as more than others for it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that every time I try to teach something to someone, I am entering the teacher character that I took up from my father, therefore

I realise that when and as I want/need/desire to teach something to someone, I am actually wanting their recognition to be able to feel good/superior about myself, therefore I stop, I breathe, I do not allow myself to go into teacher character. Instead I investigate and remove the point with self-forgiveness, and direct myself in breath with common sense towards what is best for all.

"I will form relationships with my partner's family, so that I wouldn't have to be absolutely self-responsible" character

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want/need/desire to hide behind my partner in terms of material safety, and within that I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lie to myself and pretend and make myself appear that I am helpful and helping my partner, in order to hide from myself the fact that I am relying on their material and financial stability to keep me safe in the future in this world, instead of realising that I need to end these kinds of relationships in order to learn to stand on my own.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want/need/desire to spend as much time as possible with my partner's family, in order for me to efficiently infiltrate their ranks and make them like me, so that I could seem to be part of them, could live with them and therefore wouldn't have to take absolute self-responsibility.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be ashamed of myself for hiding behind my partner and hoping that I will have material and financial stability with them in the future.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hope that my partner will provide me with material and financial safety and security in the future, if I do things for them now and make myself appear to be a helpful and nice person.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to form relationships with my partner's family in order to keep myself in interaction with them, so that I could justify being and living with them in the future,  because I do not feel safe and secure on my own.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to form a character that my partner's family will like, in order for me to be able to live with them in the future, and with that secure my own material and financial easy street in the future.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to pretend that I like the people in my partner's 

family, so that they would like me back and accept me as a family member and allow me to be/live with them in the future, so that I wouldn't have to struggle and fend for myself on my own.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be afraid of living on my own in the future and fending for myself.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise how I am abdicating my self-responsibility by forming relationships with my partner's family members.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hope/wish/want/need/desire for my partner's family to see me as a valuable asset to the family, hard-working and non-complaining, so that I would secure my place among them in the future and be able to justify it with "I am helpful".

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to gossip and talk shit about my partner's family with my partner behind their back, in that creating an even more special relationship with my partner, so that 

I would ensure that I would never be left to fend for myself, but would always have a safehaven with my partner at all times.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate my self-dignity in order to compromise myself by creating a character that my partner's family will like and want to support me in the future, so that I would not have to be absolutely self-responsible, but could hide behind them and make them responsible for me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create relationships with my partner's family in order to not have to take absolute self-responsibility for myself and my world, instead of remaining here in breath and directing myself with common sense towards what is best for all.

When and as I see forming/creating/supporting relationships with other people in my head in order to avoid having to take absolute self-responsibility, I stop, I breathe, I investigate the point, relase it with self-forgiveness, and direct myself in breath with common sense towards what is best for all.

I commit myself to stop and remove all relationships, because I realise that I form relationships with people in order to not have to take absolute responsibility for myself and my world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to bind myself to my partner by allowing him and his parents to take care of me in terms of giving me their car to drive and giving me money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be nice to my partner's parents and suck up to them and flatter them and their work/intelligence/achievements/children in order to manipulate them into liking me and wanting me around in the future, so that I could enjoy their home and not have to deal with having to be absolutely self-responsible.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to envy my partner because i perceive that he has more material stability within this world than me, and blame him that he is better off than me, and should feel bad about that, and want to help me, so that I would not have to be absolutely self-responsible.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want/need/desire to infiltrate my partner's family who I perceive to be more materially and financially stable than my own, in order to be able to enjoy that stability and safety and security in the future, instead of realising that by forming relationships with them in order to infiltrate them, I am abdicating my responsibility for myself in the future and with that I am abdicating my power to the people I have formed relationhsips with, thus - I am making myself dependant on their "will" and thus - I am gambling - and gamblers usually loose.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want/need/desire to have a rich partner, so that I wouldn't have to work too hard in this world in order to secure my survival, instead of realising how by doing so I am compromising myself and abdicating my self-responsibility and self-certainty and exchanging  them for a gamble.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe/perceive that in order to have a dignified life, I must find a partner with a lot of money, instead of realising how self-interested I am for wanting a better life for myself in the face of children dying from famine in this world.

"I'll make my partner form relationships with my family, so that he would never leave me" character

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want/need/desire to make my partner stay with me by creating an illusion of safety for him in my family, and make him form relationships with my family members and with that bind him to me for all eternity to be at my disposal as I like.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want/need/desire to completely transform my partner into my family member, so that I could manipulate him with memories and "what I have done for him" into being/staying with me, so that I would not have to be alone and face myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want/need/desire for my partner to be and become like siblings with my siblings, so that I would have an easier time manipulating him into doing what i want with those emotional bonds.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manipulate my partner with the emotional bonds that he has created with my family members, and extort him with their opinions of him (which I can also manipulate), if he desn't do what I say and want.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make my partner feel appreciated from my family's side by doing things for us, so that I could further manipulate him with praising and making him feel good about himself around me, so that he would want to spend as much time with me as possible, and not wander around and hang with other people.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to try and prevent my partner from expanding himself with other people, simply because I want him to be with me all the time, give me worth and value, because I do not like myself and I do not accept myself by myself - so I need/want/desire for him to do it for me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into absolute fear, whenever I see/perceive my partner wanting to be and hang with other people, because if that happens - I will feel less than and abandoned.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manipulate my partner by letting him drive my car, and with that holding him on a very short leash, so that I can call him and demand he come to me whenever I want him to.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use and abuse my partner in order to feel powerful and in control.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to control my partner with money and material safety in the future, which I know is not real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to threaten my partner that I will take away his material safety in the future - leave him - if he doesn't do as I say and demand.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel superior for manipulating my partner into being only with me and not allowing him to expand with other people, and feel inferior whenever he does that.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself according to who my partner is spending time with, when he is not with me, according to my own relationships that i have formed with those people in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel diminished, inferior and less than, whenever my partner spends time with other people and not me.

"You're such awesome support, I couldn't do this without you" character

We tend to go into different personalities, whenever we want to manipulate people into doing something for us, when we do not want to take self-responsibility. We manipulate with fear, anger, sadness, happiness, readiness, willingness to learn... a particular character of mine within the "nice, flirtatious personality" is one that comes out, when I want to manipulate someone into giving me attention and energy. I call it "you're so assisting and supportive to me, I could not possibly do this without your help, stay and help me forever" character.

It's a very deceitful character, one that makes sure that the recipient of those words feels appreciated, valued, respected and cherished, and above all, they're designed to make them stay close to us and give us attention, with which we assure ourselves safety and survival in the future - by manipulating the person, who we want to make responsible for ourselves so we wouldn't have to be, with nice words of dependency.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to pretend that I cannot do something on my own, so that I could lie to another that I cannot do it, and with energetic words of praise of their effectiveness in the subject make them stay with me and bind them to be at my disposal whenever I want them to be.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manipulate another person with playing on their ego with words.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use/abuse my knowledge of another person's ego in order to emotionally manipulate them into my own self-interest.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to manipulate my partner into liking me and wanting to be with me by praising him and flattering him and telling him how much better he is than me, so that I would appear to be worshiping him, so that he would want to stick around and be with me in a relationship.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be afraid that I will loose a relationship, if I do not praise and flatter people, instead of remaining here in breath and acknowledging other people as equals, which do not want to be manipulated, just like I don't want to be manipulated.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react with annoyance and resentment, whenever I see/perceive someone trying to manipulate me with niceness and asking for assistance from an emotional manipulation starting point, instead of realising that I am reacting, because I have not cleared the point yet myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to flatter my partner and fill his ears with praise about how great a support he is to other people in our mutual surroundings, so that I would achieve him wanting to be around me and prove himself as helpful and assisting and supportive, so that I would ensure my survival and safety within this capitalistic system of abuse.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use and abuse other people's emotional attachment to me, to manipulate them into doing things for me and my self-interest, in order to secure my own safety and survival within the capitalistic system of abuse, instead of realising my self-responsibility towards myself and others to share and spread the knowledge that I have applied for myself succesfully and freed myself enough to see how I am an emotional slave of the system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react with anger, whenever I see controlling going on in relationships, which is not being realized by the participants, instead of realising that I see and react to control because I want to control and manipulate my surroundings in self-interest for safety and survival, rather than directing myself with common sense and trust myself unconditionally and stay here in breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want/need/desire to manipulate my surroundings with words and with that abdicate my self-responsibility because of self-interest for survival and safety, instead of speaking only after I have cleared my starting point for speaking into equality

infatuation

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe/perceive that I am less than/inferior, whenever an ex gets married/becomes involved with someone else.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want/need/desire to be the only one girl that my partner desires.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe/perceive that partners should be in love/have eyes only for each other.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in this separation of only two people having to be together forever, within that excluding the rest of existence by separating ourselves/myself into a mind dimension that is not real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe/perceive that I should be infatuated/in love/have eyes only for one person at a time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to enjoy the feeling of infatuation, and with that addict myself to it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become addicted to the feeling of infatuation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe/perceive that I have become addicted to the feeling of infatuation, and that I cannot live without it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the energetic feeling of infatuation and believe that it is love that I must be feeling, instead of realising that this energetic feeling in my body is not in fact me, but an experience I am having of this physical body, and do not have to accept as me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want/need/desire/crave/pursue the energetic feeling of infatuation, and compromise myself while doing it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe/perceive that there is no life without love, which I have mistaken the energetic feeling of infatuation for.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define/perceive the energetic feeling of infatuation as good.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give into the energetic feeling of infatuation and enjoy it, rather than breathing and staying here.

When and as I see myself wanting to experience infatuation, I stop, I breathe, I realise that that desire is not me, but in fact a pattern, a program that is keeping me from realising myself and who I am without any feelings, thoughs and emotions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want/need/desire to own the person whom I perceived has triggered the energetic feeling of infatuation within me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be afraid and worried that x is going to want to stop x from being with me and having sex with me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want/need/desire to stop my partner from being with and having sex with other women.

memories of "love"

When I was little, I used to tell my mom that I love her when I was trying to avoid being punished for something. She would come at me all aggressive and angry, and I was in total fear of corporal punishment, therefore I tried manipulating her into not hitting me by telling her that I love her. It usually didn't work, I'd get punished anyway. I tried the same thing with my father, but with him it worked even less.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manipulate my parents/people with love and tell them that I love them in order to prevent them hurting me physically/emotionally.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manipulate my family/people with love and tell them that I love them in order to secure their kindness towards me in the future.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to equate love with kindness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to pretend to love certain people in order to get other people, who are connected to them, to like and love me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to try and manipulate certain men/people into liking/loving me by pretending to like/love people and things that are close to them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to persuade myself that I love someone, whom I perceived to be eligible to take care of me monetarily.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that my love is conditioned with the amount of safety that I am perceiving that person being able to give me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to look for safety with other people, and mask it as love.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe/perceive that parental love exists.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want/need/desire for my parents to love me, because that would ensure my survival in this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to equate love with survival.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define/perceive love as something that will keep me safe in this world from the world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that I will never experience real love according to the definition I have conjured up in my head, instead of realising how that definition is not real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in the power of love and wish for it to exist in spite of clear evidence of the contrary.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define/perceive love as this unexplainable force that makes everything move, despite the clear evidence of it's non-existence in various forms of violence in this world.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise and understand that love is the energetic prison of the mind in which I am preoccupied and busy with my little world - chasing love, not even knowing that I am a prisoner of myself, deaf to the cries of agony and abuse of the real world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to imprison myself within the idea of romantic love with that special someone, despite being aware that all people I have known had several special someones, and I was expecting the same thing for myself in this life, so how can a special someone exist, if there are always more of them?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be afraid that I will never find that special someone for myself, instead of realising and understanding love and trusting myself that my observations of love do not match the general accepted belief about it, thus understanding and realising that the special someone does not exist.

My mother used to tell me that there is someone out there for everyone. I was being all sad, when I was a teen, because I hadn't experienced romantic love yet, and she said that the special someone is already walking this earth, oblivious that he is the special someone for me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hope and search for that special someone to give me romantic love and make me feel better about myself and complete, instead of realising that I am already complete, there are no physical parts missing from me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe/perceive that one can be complete only in a romantic relationship with someone else.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe/perceive that love is the most beautiful thing on earth and that I should spend all my life trying to achieve it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make it the centre point of my existence to experience love and fulfil my mission of getting love.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to equate gentleness, kindness, touching and sex with love.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel the urge to love someone else and show them love, and believe that that is the only time when my love is valid - through giving it to someone else.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe/perceive that I must be loved by another, and until I am, I have no worth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to validate myself and give myself worth according to other people telling me that they love me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to tell other people that I love them in order for them to feel validated and like me in turn.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from love by believing that it should come from outside from another person, and in order for that to come, I must look my best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe/perceive that I must look like societies definitions of beauty in order to experience love.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define/perceive myself as inadequate-looking in order to be able to experience the perfect love that I perceived thin people to be experiencing.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be sad and angry about my looks, because I perceived that I wouldn't be able to experience love because I don't look like society's norm demands.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe/perceive that only pretty and thin people get to experience love.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not being able to experience love due to my looks.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience myself as unhappy due to my looks, because of my belief that if I am not pretty/thin enough, I will not get to experience love.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to equate love with sexual attraction.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that I am not sexually attractive enough due to my weight in order to be able to experience love.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compromise myself in terms of starving myself in order to achieve my illusion of love.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to condition myself and my body in order to be able to experience love, without realising that conditional love is no love at all, but merely survival in the context of assuring myself sex and safety with another person in the future.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe/perceive that when I am sexually attracted to someone, I am in love with them, instead of realising that love that is based on and conditioned by physical appearance is not real love in equality, but a system of survival that keeps the human enslaved in the mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe/perceive that I am in love with a person who fits my accepted visual and societal definitions of a partner who is eligible to be the father of my potential children.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to pick and choose men to "fall in love with" according to my own definitions and perceptions of a perfect male for me.

When I was 12, I could choose and control whom I "fall in love with". Later that disappeared, as I started believing that one cannot have control over whom one "falls in love with".

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe/perceive that I cannot control whom I fall in love with, despite my clear experience of me being able to do so as a child.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the game of competing with other women in terms of looks and getting love, appreciation and attention from males.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel inferior to thin women and perceive myself as unable to participate equally within the energetic game of comparison and competition, and therefore fear that I will never be able to experience real love.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want/need/desire to be able to participate within the energetic game of comparison and competition with other women in terms of looks and getting love from males.

When and as I see myself comparing/competing with other women in terms of looks, I stop, I breathe, I investigate the point, I release it with self-forgiveness, and I direct myself within common sense towards what is best for all.

releasing love

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience myself as spiteful, resentful and angry towards the idea of love, because I never considered myself able or capable of achieving what I considered to be perfect love.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define/perceive perfect love as a relationship that remains the same at the end as it was in the beginning, instead of realising and understanding from the physical evidence that I have observed in this world, that such love does not exist.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to chase the experience of love, which I have conjured up in my head.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe the ideas of love that I have conjured up in my head.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel disappointed and sad, because I perceived that I wasn't able to achieve the perfect love that I have conjured up in my head.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel incredulous, angry and annoyed, whenever I see people not wanting to understand love like I do, and rather cling on to their illusion and definition of it.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be ashamed of the fact that I was chasing love and wasn't seeing the reality and actuality of it.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry at myself for having chased the illusion of love instead of realising myself and the self-love I have to give myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hope that love exists, so that I wouldn't have to take care of myself in absolute self-honesty, but could hide behind that someone I "love" to take care of me and nurture me, instead of me doing it myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to pretend to love my partners, instead of realising and understanding that I am hiding existential fear behind the feeling of love.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become codependent with my "love" partner, and abdicate my self-responsibility to the notion and idea of love, which should be enforced with gestures and touches.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide myself from myself in relationships with other people.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want/need/desire for my partner to be responsible for me and my emotional well being and monetary status in this world, instead of realising the fuckup of love and taking full responsibility towards myself as this world.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to demand from my partner to make me feel better about myself, because I experienced myself as unable to give to myself what my partner is able to give to me.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that in making my partner responsible for my emotional and monetary well being, I am absolutely abdicating my self-responsibility and power to my partner.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to validate myself and give myself worth according to the feedback of my partner to my emotional demands, which were made in absolute abdication of self-responsibility.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be afraid of not being in an emotional relationship and having to take full responsibility for myself in emotional and monetary terms.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel annoyed about the situation with the illusion of love in the world, instead of realising that the annoyance is coming from a thought pattern that I have yet to untangle.
When and as I see myself becoming emotional/having a reaction towards the idea and illusion of love in this world, I stop, I breathe. I do not allow myself to go into reaction. Instead I look at the point in self-honesty, release it with self-forgiveness and direct myself in common sense towards what is best for all.